ECSTACY
I was tempted to stand outside myself To question and applaud mine whole life I was sad for the chances fallen o'er cliff I was unhappy with all i did with strife For everything was like a pretty paradox; In scourge there was a chance of healing Much questioning opened a Pandora's box In losing i was gaining,in loving i was hating Like a sieve life residued what i needed not Friends and foes lost and gained I in equity All good and bad ways boiled in the same pot Proud that i was weak and sho'ed no frailty Fearing to be judged by saintly sinners Who're worse than cold blood murderers. Ecstacy is a greek word ekstasis,which means stand outside (one)self.